Actually, dear one...it matters a great deal. Will you at least look into it? This is the holiest of holy times for Christians! Perchance, ababab...this, I mean, Christ Jesus, this is what you've been searching for? Sunday, Easter Sunday, is the rejuvenation of hope, and love, and PURE love. It is what brings us to see GOD! Can you imagine...? We can see God! And you know what? He LOVES y o u ! Yes ababab! God already loves you. Here is the neat thing! Because God LOVES you (no matter what!), so do I! I love you in Christ's love. It is bigger than people! It has already been offered to you, precious one! There are so many people here on Hay Day who will support you, and care for you, and love you... Please think about this... Ask questions..there are an enormous amount of people on Off Topic who are Christians...ask questions there... You will be amazed!
I'm going to sleep now.... Ponder this... You are worth it!