I know. ;-)
Perhaps you should visit my country sometime. I can only show you a small part of it.
I would in a nanosecond! Unfortunately I am no longer able to travel. My cardiologist doesn't even want me to travel an hour ( one way ) to see my GP but I have so many medical problems no Drs taking new patients in my area will accept me. Even my GP says that every time I visit him it would be like 4 visits from a normal patient because I take up so much time. I am very lucky for his generosity. When I first went to him I lived only ten minutes away. Also, the first time I went to see him, I had got that book, "the final exit " and was ready to commit suicide because I could not tolerate the pain I was in. One of my good friends asked me to please see this Dr before I took the last step.
I went to his office after hours, with my friend. I told him my story sobbing thru most of it, and at the end of that first visit he gave me enough medication that allowed me to tolerate the pain. I was terrified of taking narcotics, getting addicted etc, because I had lived such a healthy life up to then. The first Dr I saw told me, as long as you only take the tmedication when you are in pain you will not get addicted. Last Christmas I was on a different regime of meds and after taking morphine for 25 yrs I just stopped taking it. I had no withdrawal, no symptoms what so ever! I was elated that happened. Two months ago while I was in the hospital they changed every drug I was on. Unfortunately whatever those drugs did put me back to the place where the pain is at times once again I tolerable. If my Dad was not still living I was ready to check out again in the last month. . I am just SO TIRED I didn't know what else to do. As time has passed since the hospital stay, and I am back on my previous ( to the hospital ) regime of medication I am in a state where the pain is more and more tolerable. It has given me a lot of hope that I will get back to where I was pre-hospital ! One of the reasons I am baring my soul here is that this IPF is a place that is so rich and varied that I also find myself looking forward to what everyone has to say, it is one of the main things that keeps me wanting to live.
So, I would like to take this opportunity to THANK each & EVERYONE of YOU for enriching my life, for making what you have to say and show outweigh the pain that wants to take me away. There are no words to really let the IPF what a difference it makes in my ( and I am sure other's ) live(s).
JUST A HUGE LIFEALTERING THANK YOU TO ALL OF YOU.
Needless to say I won't be traveling to the magic of Ausria! Before I joined the IPF my first dream was to go to Katmandu! You have changed that dream to be Austria.
I requested all of my records from the hospital stay and one of their comments was that they thought I was overdosed because " I laughed Inappropriately!" I thought well I am in VERY GOOD company because that is what the news reports said about the latest interview with the Dalai Lama!!! He laughed inappropriately!!! Need I say I am a Buddhist?

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. Imagine the worst anyone could say about you is that you .laugh inappropriately!, I'll take that one with a smile!
Again, THANK EACH AND EVERY ONE OF YOU! THE MODERSTORS WHO NEVER GET MENTIONED BUT KEEP THIS SITE MOVING SMOOTHLY - thank you too,